10/27/18 @ 9:00 pm
If time could tell us each what do to with Free will still present, what would we choose?
Make decisions based on the choices we are given?
Or create our own paths in this jungle of directions?
Will we act the way our emotions lead us?
Or will we take action based on what is just?
Time tells me to pay closer attention
To the people in my life who deserve that investment.
If you choose to continue reading, please Proceed with caution,
What follows are words ruthlessly wrung out of my current exhaustion.
I have an issue with the workings of time,
And the way it plays games in the depths of my mind.
Dark thoughts attack me, efficiently draining my spirit.
My motivation dies, taking all of my strength with it.
My shattered soul seeks the still of silence and solace
For peace and calm to engulf me even if Time only allows it for a moment.
In the midst of Time’s storm, I’ve been separated from sanity, destroying anything and everything that could potentially make me happy…
Burning streams of clouded emotions flow steadily from my hollowed eyes,
The raging rapid of tears that my exhausted soul supplies.
The darkness inside has sounded it’s declaration of war.
Tumultuous thoughts trampling through my core.
Time just laughs, knowing I am now too weak to fight anymore.
I sit at the table
My Emotions so raw
with darkness surrounding
a light in the distance I saw
I looked at everything
the glowing revealed
and in my heart I knew
I need not stay concealed
My creativity had been stifled
by deprssions swinging hinges
but through the star in front of me
I see hope of new beginnings.
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